Thu, 08 Dec 2005 16:33:25 GMT

This is the beginning date of this journal and I hope that I keep up with it. I hope that I can help myself and maybe help some other people feel like they aren't that crazy.

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Tuesday night I met with the counselor and we don't have as much to talk about anymore. I guess I kind of don't see the point in rambling on about the same things if I haven't changed how I think about myself or my past experiences. I think I just need to somehow get over it all and I don't get how talking with someone about it is going to help me move forward.

We are still looking into a doctor I could go see, I actually think that is a pretty hopeless cause right now too. This is such a small town and there aren't many options. It wouldn't be so bad if my fears weren't of medical things and of leaving my safe zone of this town. It would most likely take me traveling at least 45 minutes one way just to go to a doctor's office. I'd freak out the entire time :P

I really need to get back into the exercising thing. I lost my motivation along the way.

Disquiet Delight